Liquid Dreaminess

videoart (2008)

The audiovisual work offers a journey through the memory, revealing a very personal reflection, in search of an identity lost in exile. The work deals with concepts such as home, origin, migration, memory and identity.
The protagonist tries to get close to what once was her home, and meanwhile looking to revive her memories and to reveal her origins. Therefore, she gets nearer to her childhood, where ancient legends talk about mystical creatures like the mermaids, where church bells talk about the history that is hiding in the forests and water whispers fairytales of old times quietly. In a search of some feeling of belonging, however slight it might be the heroine tries to feel at home at least in her dreams, to regain her connections and roots, and not to sink into oblivion.

 

The audiovisual begins with the poem by Octavio Paz ‘Calle’ manuscript on the image:

Here is a long and silent street.
I walk in blackness and I stumble and fall
and rise, and I walk blind, my feet
trampling the silent stones and the dry leaves.
Someone behind me also tramples, stones, leaves:
if I slow down, he slows;
if I run, he runs I turn : nobody.
Everything dark and doorless,
only my steps aware of me,
I turning and turning among these corners
which lead forever to the street
where nobody waits for, nobody follows me,
where I pursue a man who stumbles
and rises and says when he sees me : nobody.

 

Original text:

Es una calle larga y silenciosa.
Ando en tinieblas y tropiezo y caigo
y me levanto y piso con pies ciegos
las piedras mudas y las hojas secas
y alguien detrás de mí también las pisa:
si me detengo, se detiene;
si corro, corre. Vuelvo el rostro: nadie.
Todo está oscuro y sin salida,
y doy vueltas y vueltas en esquinas
que dan siempre a la calle
donde nadie me espera ni me sigue,
donde yo sigo a un hombre que tropieza
y se levanta y dice al verme: nadie.

Realization and Idea: Denica Veselinova
Sound: Denica Veselinova
Sound Consultant: John Yates
Image and Sound Editing: Denica Veselinova
Acknowledgments: Kristina Veselinova and Rafael Velasco

 

Exhibitions

  • ARS VISIBILIS IV. Genius, International Show of Contemporary Art of Women Artists. Museum of Almería (October-November, 2018).
  • II sede de ARS VISIBILIS IV. Genius. International Show of Contemporary Art of Women Artists. MECA Mediterráneo Art Center, C/ Navarro Darax 11, Almería (November 2018).
  • The Artwork won the Prize “Most Promising Video Artist” 2009, in the International Festival of Contemporary Audio-visual & New Media Art MADATAC.
  • The video was presented, thanks to MADATAC, to the video art Festival Miden of Kalamata, Greece (July 2012).
  • MADATAC participated with a program file, called VIDEOsPAIN. MADATAC also presented the piece in Digital Art Festival 2012 in Taipei, (Taiwan).
  • Exhibition of the art work in the television program Transfera No 31 by Canal Autor (13, 18 February 2009, Madrid).
  • “Electrocuciones”, Electronic Arts Festival, Cultural space Foro de Pozuelo, Madrid (2010).
  • Interview in Artecreha
  • More information in Artecreha